Love really is the best feeling. It’s the smell in the air on the first day of summer. The softness of a kittens fur. The warmness a mug of hot chocolate gives you. It’s the thrill of a roller coaster, and the safeness of a hug from your father. I’ve never felt like this before in my life. I thought i’d been in love before, but the feelings I’ve had for other people have been nothing compared to how I am now. I wake up every morning with a grin on my face, and I fall asleep every night exactly the same. It’s given me a whole new lust for life, made me appreciate every detail and feel lucky to be alive right here and right now. He is my best friend, my boyfriend and everything that comes between. I have never met anyone like him, we connect so well it’s sometimes a little scary. But I would not change an absolute thing. I cherish absolutely everything we do, every word that is passed between us, every time we hold hands. Everything. And I will continue to do so for as long as the world lets me.
I just can’t get my head round the way some girls are. I won’t sit here and make a list, but there are a few specific girls that just baffle me. There are so many questions I’d like to ask, such as ‘How could you live with yourself after ruining what was probably the best thing in your life?’, ‘Why do you feel the need to take pictures in your underwear, especially if you’re with someone?’, ‘What actually goes through your thick little skull when you sleep around?’ God, so many more. I put my hands up and say yes, have cheated in the past, but I have never done it with cruel intention. I’ve always owned up to it and tried my very best to heal the wounds I caused. But, I won’t go in to specifics, there has always been an underlying reason. I sit here and I see and hear things that girls are doing to their partners, and to each other and it just disgusts me. It’s rarely done for a reason. If it is, they’re too pussy to confess to it. Surely, by this age, the relationships you have are more mature, and heading somewhere. Life isn’t just one big party, as much as some people may want it to be. I’m not scared of commitment at all, but it seems that a lot of people don’t even know what it is. I just get so angry when I hear about what other people have done to the people I love and care about, I want to put their past right for them, and abolish any hurt. But, I suppose, without this hurt, they may not be who they are today. I’m not quite sure where this rant is going, but all I’m trying to say is that there are some people i would quite like to delete off this planet, but not before really picking their brains and finding out how they can live with being such cunts.